Where is my Life Heading?

The other day I was outside staring into the sky thinking, when I was doing things wrong and bad in my life; robberies, drug dealing, shootings, stealing, carrying firearms, and crime in general, it seemed like things were going good for me. Now that i'm on the straight and narrow path; no more guns, drugs, or criminal activities, my life has been on a downward spiral with no end in sight. Brings the old addage into light for me " good guys finish last". That saying is sooo true until its ridiculous. Makes you think of things to do in order to get ahead, but prison time keeps running across my mind. The economy is in the dumps and companies act like they can't hire anyone so I enrolled in school. If Sallie Mae and the Government doesn't hold my past against me and gave me money for an education, why does everybody else judge me by my mistakes. Even in my personal life i'm in last place, I speak to people and get no response back. That really irks my nerves, I guess if I acted like the old me and called them out of their name they would love me. I'm fighting real hard to stay a good guy, but the bad guy is fighting to come out. At times it seems as if i'm fighting these battles alone with no outside help. I pray for help, but I get no response. The enemy is after me hard and it's too many of them for me to fight alone. When I ask for assistance my plea falls on deaf ears, my back is against the wall and they are overwhelming me. It's the final minute of the last round and i'm down 11 rounds to 1, and the only way I can pull this off is with a TKO.

psalms 54:
54:1 Save me, O God, by thy name, and judge me by thy strength.
54:2 Hear my prayer, O God; give ear to the words of my mouth.
54:3 For strangers are risen up against me, and oppressors seek after my soul: they have not set God before them. Selah.
54:4 Behold, God is mine helper: the Lord is with them that uphold my soul.
54:5 He shall reward evil unto mine enemies: cut them off in thy truth.
54:6 I will freely sacrifice unto thee: I will praise thy name, O LORD; for it is good.
54:7 For he hath delivered me out of all trouble: and mine eye hath seen his desire upon mine enemies.

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Please explain to me?

Please explain to me how is someone convicted of a crime supposed to get on the right track if they keep getting turned down? This is the reason why so many ex-offenders become current offenders again. And then people sit around and talk about the criminals and the things they do. Well let me tell you, if AMERICA was really what it claims to be "THE LAND OF OPPORTUNITY" then these problems would'nt exist. The government has even started paying companies to hire ex-offenders and they still turn you down. Why don't you just take the cases by their validity to the job for which they are applied. If an ex-armed robber comes to BofA don't hire him, but if a ex-traffic offender comes into BofA give him a chance. I was turned down for a job before because of my driving record, and I wasn't applying for a driving job. How does that sound? Crazy right I know, but deep down I still believe that the color of my skin "BLACK" played a large role in me not being hired. Damn that my experience was what they were looking for, my driving record made me a criminal. I really know now that when youth these days say that they can't find a job it's not all there fault. Something needs to be done to try and correct this problem. If more opportunities were giving to the job seekers who want to work then we would'nt have as many repeat offenders as we do. When a MAN or WOMAN is trying to do the right thing why not give them a hand. The debt to society has been paid and now they can't get paid. That's why there are DRUG DEALERS, MUGGERS, ROBBERS, TRAFFICKERS, SCAMMERS, EMBEZZLERS, THIEVES, and HOME INVADERS. No opportunities for them to change their lives around, and they still need to eat. I'm pretty sure everyone in these management positions has commited a crime in their lifetime. Whether you were caught or not it's still a crime.

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$79,000,000.......WTF!

Has NASA lost there MuthaFukkn mind? They can afford to spend money like that to see if WATER is on the MOON, but can't donate money to help out the homeless and less fortunate. I think that problem is more important than trying to live on the MOON. I mean come on are you freakin serious. The USA should be ashamed of themselves especially with the economy the way it is and millions of people with out jobs. Maybe the RICH are preparing to haul ass to the MOON and leave us poor son-of-a-bitches here to fend for ourselves. That's the deal, now I get it, ya'll some slick 50 ass mutha fukkas.

I'm going to build me a spaceship and follow ya'll right up there. You know the poor people can come up with some genius ideas. So don't think that you can just leave us like that. Where you go we can go also, but seriously that amount of money could have been put to better use right here on GOOD OLE MOTHER EARTH. Create some jobs to get the economy back in order before America becomes a third world country. Help the homeless and poor become self reliant, and not depend entirely on the government, or put more money into education.

How are we Americans supposed to be the Great Nation when we don't even take care of our own, but will break our backs to satisfy others. I'm sure no one is relocating to the moon anytime soon, and that little experiment could have waited until a more opportune time. It wasn't necessary at all especially when nothing came out of it anyway.

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Things I HATE!

I hate the word SWAG, it seems like everybody and they mama has it now.
I hate dudes that wear skinny jeans, that's just GAY.
I hate Judge Judy, she gets on my last nerve and I wish I could cuss her ass out.
I hate when you speak to people and they don't speak back, that shit is irritating.
I hate these dummies on Maury, you know damn well it's no secret when you go on this show.
I hate when folks flauge like they more than what they are.
I hate that everybody think they can rap, NO I don't wanna buy ya mix tape.
I hate the POLICE!
I hate George Bush!!
I hate algebra, this shit kickin my ASS.
I hate the state of Florida's DOC, ya'll sum PUSSY'S! FREE my BIG Brother!
I hate people who write about things they hate.
I hate wendy williams, She look like a dude.
I hate people who mimic other people, just be ya self homie.
I hate the otha side.
I hate reality tv shows.
I hate broccoli.
I hate folks that can't spell, but like to write a lot of shit.
I hate spinach.
I hate satan!
I hate niggas that stare at you like they GAY or something.
I hate niggas that don't like the word nigga.
I hate niggas who think they better the average nigga, remember you come from where i'm from homie. THE GHETTO!!!
I hate stupid people.
I hate gas prices.
I hate the economy, just another reason to deny a black man employment.
I hate everybody wanna be goons. JUST be a MAN damnit
I hate HATERS who HATE for no damn reason. LOL
I hate cheaters.
I hate dudes that hit girls.
I hate child predators.
I hate elderly abusers.
I hate scammers.
I hate LOVE.
I hate HATE.
I hate terrorist.
I hate liars.
I hate those kids in chicago that killed that 16 year old.
I hate those kids that stood around and did nothing to stop it.
I hate the people HATING on Obama.
I hate my baby mama.
I hate my ex boss.
I hate fuck niggas.
I hate this stop snitching shit, if something happened to someone in your family you would beg for a snitch to snitch.
I hate the "Have you ever been convicted of a felony" on applications.
I hate jay z.
I hate kanye.
I hate that the BUCS are 0-4.
I hate diddy.
I hate red meat.
I hate comcast.
I hate T.O.
I hate Chris.
I hate Brett Favre.
I hate...................................


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